I multi-tasked for the last few hours. And now I believe the research that says Continual Partial Attention is inefficient and makes tasks take longer to complete.
I have a bag full of Christmas CD’s that I decided this morning should be downloaded to my iTunes library. My Macbook Air laptop is thin and very light. We bought it because I dropped the heavier, older laptop I had before one too many times. This one’s sleekness requires a CD thing to be attached with a USB cord for playing or downloading a CD.
So first I had to find the CD thingy. It was in the basement with the laptop belonging to the retired man I live with (we don’t share well). I put a load of laundry in the washer while I was down there. Which I just realized I never put in the dryer. That’s how well I multi-task these days.
After downloading a couple of CD’s, it dawned on me I could do something else on the same computer at the same time.
Weeks ago, I told my 93-year-old aunt that I’d print some of my blog posts for her because a while back her computer died and she hasn’t replaced it. (Hint to my cousin, Mike–she’s hoping for some sort of tablet for Christmas from you all.) She says my blog is the only thing she’s missed. I love her!
I couldn’t remember when her computer died so I printed all the posts from this year. I read and relived all of them as I pulled them up, of course.
It’s been a challenging year, with bouts of depression followed by spells of slowly recovering and coming back out of the darkness. That’s obvious from my posts. And I remembered and relived all the ups and downs.
Then I’d realize a CD was done. I’d eject that one and put in another one and go back to the blog posts. After I made a cup of tea.
This quote taped to the turtle tea cup holder on my desk reminds me my life has purpose and meaning:
When our wounds cease to be a source of shame and become a source of healing, we have become wounded healers…Our own experience with loneliness, depression, and fear can become a gift…Our own bandaged wounds will allow us to listen to others with our whole beings.
Henri J. M. Nouwen
Now, if I sync my computer iTunes and my iPhone iTunes, I can try out my Christmas music on the new Bluetooth speaker in the living room that the retired man I live with bought for himself the other day. Seems easier to just play the CD’s, doesn’t it?
And I still need to dry that load of clothes.
And find a big envelope and then figure out postage to mail the blog posts to my aunt. I really don’t want to go to the post office in the middle of December. Maybe I can just send them from the UPS store.
And the tasks continue…
I’m ready for a nap.
I have a load of clothes sitting in the dryer right now; will probably forget that in the next minute…It sounds like your energy has shifted and I am happy for you. The Nouwen quote reminds me of another I saw just today: “I am blooming from the wound where I once bled.” ~ Rune Lazuli Gentle peace.
Yes, my energy is shifting. After some prayer and letting go of expectations. Sounds so simple and easy, doesn’t it?
‘Tisn’t though, ’tis it? as my great aunt used to say…Have you read much Parker Palmer? He’s a “local boy” whose works, among other great lessons, have taught me much about depression. Bless you.
I hate multi-tasking! It’s like itching all over and only being able to scratch one spot at a time. Let’s hear it for uni-tasking!
Thanks for another great year of posts Robin.